
Here is an essay I wrote for Lutheran Forum back in the winter of 2007. LF has put the essay in their online archive so I feel good reposting it here. You can download a nicer pdf of the file from LF here.
The article in entitled "At the Rail" and concerns the experience of being at the communion rail.
Lutheran church architecture has had a history of communion
rails at the altar. These rails mark a boundary
in the church space, separating the altar from the remainder
of the sanctuary. It is the spot where the Lord’s Supper
is received and where prayers are offered. Also offered are
“offerings,” most often money but sometimes also bread
and wine physically brought forward by the laity.
The spot can appear forbidding and hard, with stiff,
unyielding wooden bars that seem to gate off Christ’s presence
from the people. The people are expected to kneel
there, stop at the boundary and lower themselves, while the
pastor remains standing, towering over them, hands full.
This looks like what some in academia might call a power
ritual, a relationship of authority being acted out. At the
rail, the pastor and people are separated by a barrier, one
submissive and lowered, the other upright and in control.
Beyond this human relationship between pastor and
people at the rail, there is an implied connection between
people and God Himself. The very need for a rail, a boundary,
suggests danger. Fences keep back what is harmful from
those on the other side. The rail suggests that the people
approaching God must be careful. The Bible has plenty
of stories to back up this idea. People fall dead at wrongful
touch of the wooden ark of the covenant. The people
of Israel trembled at the foot of
dreadful Mount Sinai. Ananias
and Sapphira were struck down in
the book of Acts. There is terror at
the approach of sinful people to a
holy God. The rail suggests all this. The people bow, they
kneel, they close their eyes. They hold out hands in surrender.
The rail makes the greatest of us small. All are brokendown
sinners at the rail. The man intent on covering up
his sin must in any event bend his knee. His body confesses
what his pride refuses to allow him to say. The rich and the
poor, the single and the married, the charter member and
the visitor, the Alzheimer’s patient and the doctor: all crush
the same red carpet with their bony knees, all hold out the
same empty hands, all await the same blessing. The rail
stands in front of us all, impeding our progress, slowing us
down, making us stop and look up to where God rules and
reigns and looks down.
But time at the rail teaches other lessons too, surprising
ones. What the rail suggests, what the untrained eye sees
at first glance, turns out to be only one small part of the
story. The moments spent at the rail end up being not only
moments of humility but also of camaraderie, fellowship,
even gentleness. This wooden hurdle does not cause people
of faith to stumble but invites them to receive. It is a wall
that doesn’t keep out or exclude those who approach but
brings them closer to what they desire and need.
The unexpected kindnesses begin in the union of pastor
and people. The moments spent at that imposing wooden
shelf form an unexpected closeness and a trust between
pastor and people. One might even call them a time of
tenderness or softness. The words “at the rail” do not suggest
this sort of interaction between pastor and people, and
the relationship between pastor and flock is hard to discern
at the altar. Other places may seem more important: small
groups, hospital rooms, home visits, counseling sessions, the
meetings of the church, or social action. Yet the moments a
pastor spends at the rail are among the most important in
the ministry to God’s people.
Some of the most profound pastoral care happens not
only in counseling sessions but at
the rail. There the pastor prays:
for the grieving, for the soldier
dad far away in Iraq, for those in
sickness and childbirth and travel
and surgery and celebration. It is at the rail that marriages
begin in God’s name. There the pastor blesses and sends off
the congregation. The fruit of hours of labor are offered
with joy and thanksgiving.
At the Lord’s Supper, there at that rail, the pastor and
people meet in a most intimate way. Each individual comes
forward and the pastor’s fingers place bread on the tongue
or in the hand. There is a closeness at that instant which
often goes unnoticed for its frequency. It is a physical act, a
palpable touching. Hands and lips and teeth and chewing.
Like little birds do the Christians open their mouths. Often
the pastor misses and touches lips, cheeks, noses with hands
moist from the mouths of the flock. A tangible bond is present,
even if it is sometimes accidental,
embarrassing. In what other setting
do grown men with calloused hands,
rough from factories and farms, kneel
down and permit themselves to be
hand-fed by another adult? Where
else can you see proud ceos and
proper, well-heeled ladies bend their
bodies and sip and slurp from a common
cup, sharing drink with all others
in the room?
Added to all this is the human condition
of those approaching the rail
for the sacrament. The pastor knows
their sins, their tears, their smiles, their
grief, the family heartbreaks and happiness,
the mental illness, the suffering.
Many struggle even to make it to the
rail, weighed down by age or frailty. Yet
they come, many stubbornly so, with
middle-aged caretaker children trying
to discourage them, trying to make
things easier, urging them to stay in
the pew (“They will bring communion
to you, sit down!”). But on they come
to the rail. The young family struggles
to keep kids from scurrying around
and under and on the rail. The widow
wipes away a tear. The stiff, unhappy
faces of couples estranged and struggling
with a marriage in trouble show
themselves there.
Among all these kneeling frail
people, the pastor stands with a presence
that can be imposing, vested with
physical signs of authority. But the
surprising kindness comes at that very
moment of weakness on the part of
the people. The pastor, towering over
them, is not there to berate or judge
or even educate them, but comes to
them, hands heavy with gifts, gifts of
divine favor and mercy. Bending down
to feed the people, giving them to
drink, serving them, the pastor turns
out to be a lowly waiter serving tables.
The “power ritual” flips upside down.
The lowly ones are served by the one
marked with clout. The one elevated
in royal robes is in truth the servant at
the bottom of the rung, serving those
who kneel.
Yet the reality of what happens at
the rail between pastor and people is
really only a window to a greater surprise.
To come to the rail is, in the end,
to obey an eschatological summons.
The altar rail demands from those
who approach a humility before God.
The rail reminds us of our mortality
as our bones creak and complain at
the indignity of lowering our bodies.
The rail forces us to feel what we hate:
that we are weak and small and helpless.
A body meets God at the rail, the
true God, a God of power vested with
the stars and sun and moon and holding
in His hands hurricanes and thunder
and fire. Our coming forward to
this rail anticipates the final meeting
with this God.
At this final altar rail, our prospects
don’t appear so good. God can push
His advantage, parade His power and
justice upon rebellious sinners. We, in
the depths of our being, expect Him to
extract His due: punishment, extinction.
There is a power relationship
between the almighty one and those
far below, under His authority. Debt,
obligation, terror are the responses
from those cowering on their knees
before this God. It is hard to wish in
truth and sincerity to come to the rail.
But at this rail of last resort, at the
rail separating creator from creature,
at this barrier between the end of this
world and the beginning of the new,
we find a surprise, something not
found in the world or in our experience
of fallen daily life. The powerful
one on the other side of the rail is
familiar to us and beckons to us. The
God of the universe and the God
Who holds all things in His hand turns
out to have face like ours. The one
Who rides the clouds and Whom we
fear to meet has a human face, a face
acquainted with grief and dread. God
the awful judge is a human figure with
hands split open by nails, with a side
draining water and blood. At the rail
we meet a God not anxious to extract
some advantage or divine tax from us,
or to drain assets from His inferiors to
fill His own coffers.
No, we find at the rail that the God
of heaven and earth kneels beside us.
That is the greatest surprise. The Lord
of the Scriptures, the living God, joins
us on our knees, joins us in the fear
and guilt and sin and death to face
His Father. God is on both sides of the
rail. He kneels with us and offers Himself
with our offerings, prays with us
in our prayers, despairs with us in our
despair, dies with us as our creaking
bones and guts ultimately fail. Jesus is
on our side of the rail as we face His
Father. He faces the rail with us as we
face the one who made us and meets
us at the final barrier.
God is on both sides of the rail. He
is the fearful other, the one beyond
all beyond, the one great judge and
Father outside all thought and imagination.
He is the one from Whom our
thoughts turn away in terror, for He
brings all things to light. He is the one
from Whom nothing is hidden. He
is the fire on Sinai, the holy ark, the
avenger, the just and holy God.
And He is the one kneeling, bleeding,
dying with us. When we come to
the rail, we face a holy and terrible
God, and next to us, as we face that
God, is… God, our brother, Jesus.
The rail turns out to be the meeting
place of God and His people but not
just this. It is also the meeting place
of God the Son and God the Father,
and we are caught up in their encounter.
It is the place where God Himself
resolves our situation into His,
the place where judgment bleeds into
union, where in the body and blood
of Christ God-in-flesh is fed to Chris-
tians and Christians take God into
themselves and the body grows into
the head.
The rail is a place of surprises for
Christian people. The mighty bend
down and the lowly are exalted.
Authority serves and fear is conquered
by love. All this in a church, at a simple
wooden rail, where people kneel,
prayers are said, and food is eaten.


